It's coming to 1 April 2016 and the organization where I working with is undertaking massive re-structuring.  From serving an operating unit, am now moving to corporate centre. The portfolio anyhow doesn't change as I remained doing the same task under group procurement. I have been doing this for quite some time already. I joined the company in December 2011 and coming to the end of this year will actually mark my exact 5 years.

A quick calculation until my retirement at 60, I have roughly another 30 years. 5 years target for each business function will actually gives me about another 6 more functions to go. 6 doesn't sound that much ya?

Once I reach my 2nd year of study, I will definitely start looking for a greener side. My first target would be Group Legal of course. I wonder are there any qualified lawyers who are practising and serving PETRONAS at the same time? Is it allowed?

I wish to serve PETRONAS in Merger & Acquisition Business Unit as well. Something that I dreamed of from far ever since I join the company.

Back to realtime, I need to score my LLB, till then!

Momentum is like at its fickle stage currently. At one time I feel like gearing up while another time feels just like ignoring everything.  I cant procrastinate I just know it. Its like less than 40 days to finals and I have not started memorising.

Works on the other hand is another thingy. 

There's another thing in mind. I am just so lazy you know. It's the commitment that I have to put in. It is so difficult to overcome it. The thing about doing something new is you have to like really bear the beginning stage. You have to keep your consistency and commitment. Once you have passed the stage, sustaining it is another thing. I just dont have that feeling yet.

I know myself very well. If I have that 'feeling' I will excel in everything I plan and want to do. I know myself very well. But to get that 'feeling' coming is just so difficult.

I need that 'feeling' for my study and to start the business. 

Get that PHONE away please !!