I am tired yet still feel like putting down some thoughts before I go to bath. Yes. Finally. I am trying to blog. In fact, I had the urge to pour my thoughts in writing for quite some time. Its' overwhelming even to myself how I managed to continuously give excuse to myself not to write. I guess the busyness could serve as an excuse? :p
Today is a drop-dead tiring day. Super heavy tiring chores and finally dating with the girls. While driving back home, my parents popped in my mind. To my dismay, I still haven't contributed much or gave any big rewards to my parents as I am myself struggling to survive in this cruel world. I wanna give them the world if I can. I want to give them expensive holidays, super luxury cars, super luxury home, a closet of fancy clothes, designer handbags.. and the list goes on. I wanna be able to bring my family travel wherever they want without having to think how much money is going to be spent. I wanna be able to help the less fortunate lead a better life. I want many things and it all comes down to money.
Yes, people tell me that I should be grateful for what I have and stop dwelling on what others have. But there is this inner voice telling me that as much as I am grateful, I know I can give them what others have if I put my mind and my heart into it. So why tell myself this is all my life could offer?
It is never too late to be what you might have been. Goodnight. Dreaming and dreaming and until the dreams come true.
