Day 2 : Two Songs!

Its' 10.29 p.m. and I am so mengantuk. Am on medical leave today. Woke up this morning with throbbing head and puke my guts out I did. But I wanted to do this. I want to write. Work has been everywhere, miserable right now.  Users been calling, demanding and I am far far away from it.  Its' def not a good sign when people start labeling you as showstopper. Of course, I won't be affected by this unfair label, but if I myself feeling miserable at work, head hurts more often and get grumpy easily. Can these be counted as sign? Oh gosh, this freaks me off. Soon that natural will stop grow, talent will stop shine and find an easy way out to mediocrity. Hmm not OK. Def no no! Stop this pleasee. So drama ;p

So, cut to the chase with two songs I love the most!

I possess good sense on good song that is heartily written out of honesty and genuinity. When the connotation blends with the right melody, it become so melodious to ear that it heartily shapes faithful listener. So... there you go!

Careless Whisper - George Michael

" Im' never gonna dance again,
  Guilty feet have got no rhythm "

My Heart Will Go On - Celine Dion

" Love can touch us one time
  And last for a lifetime
  And never let go till we're gone "

Both are just: Genuine. Focus. Phrasing. Honest. Reflection. Harmonic.

His mind is roaming into oblivion, so do I. But how do I get back on track?
Goodnight  earthlings.

Me challenge!

And it's coming to the end of weekend!  What an exciting ride this week has been though.  My Saturday was all occupied with office stuff.  I went to the office as early as 7.40 a.m.  The train on weekend are less crowded and provide me more leisure times for an effective reading.  I just love being in the office on weekend. I managed to get things done, loads of thing without being interrupted by people noise or even phone calls. 

I came across an incident last week which has adversely affected my work performance.  Yet, never a give-up in my dictionary, I got re-energised and spiritually motivate myself to stay focus, work hard and never give up!  

Just a perfect time to recall this as am bout to feel a bit of listless now.  And so, we make effort.  List.  Plan.  Argue.   Consolidate.  Balance.  Align.  Action plan.  Deadline.  It's just a map.   Check points.  Nothing definite.  Just targets.  So we know, because time flies.  But at least on a day-to-day basis we can tell whether we are moving closer towards our common destination, where we intersect.  Moving towards becoming a better ummah, daughter, friend, partner and close confidant, individual and employee.  Let the spirit on and the ideas begin! The usual me is very much conscientious when it comes to work.  Trust me, I am :)

Sunday was a perfect day for the sense of art curious explorer in me.  I just went back from KL's most happening arts and crafts bazaar.  I had my artsy focus onto this bazaar since the past 2weeks since I got the FB invites.  The whole slew of book launches including the first Dutch fiction to be translated into Malay and the youthful singer-songwriter showcase just excite me off!  The most look forward was of course The Siti & Pepper Show!  Siti & Pepper invite you to listen as parents and educators who believe in a Malaysia without hate, discuss how we can love, nurture and celebrate our children regardless of which gender they identify with or fall in love with.

Ainin's writing always make day brighter and give me something to look forward to.  So I scrolled down onto Ainins and excitingly found this on her!  I shall try.  But bear with me, its' gonna take forever for me to reach to the 'ten secrets'.

Day 1 : Lets start with one picture of yourself? 

This was me year ago with red track bottom, shirt and sport shoes on, ready for a jungle trekking at Taman Negara Bukit Lambir, Miri Sarawak!  Haaa funny enough for an indoorsy type of person!  I was forced into a jungle trekking by these beautiful friends of mine.  For something that requires a not so very physical person to to climb uphill, she would bring the whole room with her.  Look at my handbag, I have the room with me ;p 

However, I deserved a compliment as I managed to survive the kilometers of trekking and managed to capture nature at its most natural and wildlife at its most wildest!  I was exhilarated that I had managed to get a shot that was not extremely blurry for a change especially in this dramatic landscapes from the remote part of Sarawak. What an achievement kan? Clap clap ;p

So, stay tuned for Day 2 : Two Songs shall we? :)

Reflection of gratitude

I got caught up in an avalanche of desires that propelled into a race I couldnt possibly win. I rushed, rushed and rushed to get there. In spite of my feelings of invincibility and immortality. My existence is far more tenuous that I might think as I place my hand over my chest and feel my heartbeat. My life clock is ticking, counting. The heart that was once laced with amorous ideas is trying it best to capture the remnants of what it still believes.

-pcsbtownhall2013