I just woke up from a long sleep after a tiring late night at the office. Passing by living room, from a quick glimpse, I saw a visual of crashed plane with blue and red stripe. My transition to wakefullness concluded AlJazeera is recapping some news from the previous crash. Then I saw the headline "Breaking News'. 

I am just too terrified, saddened. My heart broke with unanswerable frustation. Our grievances over MH370 has never stopped ever since, our heart break crying for our people in Palestine, Myanmar, Pakistan, Syria, our worries over kidnapped marine police is ticking and we are even worry when we have to set curfew over Sabah eastcost. And now with MH17, we are baffled, our tears rolling for our national carrier, our tears rolling for our people, our tears rolling regretting what have happened. 

As much as we expect Najib to stand loud and register Malaysian' grievances at the UN we do not want the extremist to get away with impunity. We want a safe peace world for our generations to live. This will take a long time. We need to strengthen our economy and we need to govern our own country well. Lets develop our children, make them a lawyer, a doctor, an engineer, an expert in science and technology, a business people, a tactical soldier and police and most importantly to set their foundation right in the path of iman. And it's time to spring clean our role.